A Glimpse into True Insanity

Devilish Writings


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geek
txmxdx
How can I really go on just after being told that I don't matter and whatever I have done does not matter what so ever. I feel like the last ounce of any caring I had about anything in this world was just ripped out right from underneath me. Do I have to be a complete asshole to a woman and treat her like shit 90 percent of the time to get her to love me? It seems so but I doubt I even want to go on anymore.

I feel like
geek
txmxdx
today is the day that my world is going to get totally shattered apart and that there is nothing I can do or say that will stop it. Oh the joy.

guess whos back
heroin
txmxdx
I am back here in Indiana Pa for the first time in about 4 years and wow. It's weird and well it doesn't suck yet but we all know it will at some point. The grass is always greener, blah, blah, fucking BLAH! I got a job working at Intermedia and I start this coming Monday and believe it or not it pays way better than fucking Xentel. God damn mother fuckers…….I hate that place and hope that someday that company goes under. My friends list and my profile has gone under mass revamping. So to all my new friends from here in Pennsylvania, welcome to my page and I hope you can get used to having someone around who swears like a fucking sailor. LOL. Because if not well too bad! For people wondering why I left New Mexico well it was for a few different reasons. One, there was just way too much temptation for bad things even though there were so many good things there. The kind of people I was befriending was just not healthy for my well being and every time I tried to make a change, I just became more alone by the minute. My life needed a drastic change at least for the time being because well I got tired of being on a certain track in life for 3 years. Working at Xentel was getting me nowhere and well I don't think it will be like that here. J Being around IUP makes me want to finish up school so I think that will finally fucking happen after how many years? LOL. I will miss a bunch of people from ABQ but I needed to do this so please don't be mad at me. Besides, you are all welcome here in Pennsylvania anytime you want!

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geek
txmxdx
Does anyone read this anymore? Let me know!

short update
heroin
txmxdx
Well its time for an update I guess. I am of course in Albuquerque and have been for a month. I am staying in a hotel until I can find my own place and I am yet again working for Xentel. Hardly anyone I knew before I left is here anymore but I guess thats ok. I will just make new friends. Until then I will just keep to myself and make some money. I got back in contact with mike and eric again and we all plan to meet up again sometime in the near future. My boss is trying to dick me around because of who my friends were at the other office. I hate fucking work politics. Just let me do my job okay? I am very bored with the single life and and am so ready to settle down its not even funny. I talked to Megan sometime ago and she said it was very ironic I was in this moss because when we were together thats all she wanted. Grrr.. Oh well. I wish my special someone would come alone sometime soon because I need some cuddles dammit. Anyone interested?

Friends Only
geek
txmxdx




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